Saving Zoe by Alyson Noel

Author:Alyson Noel [Noel, Alyson]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Published: 2011-11-24T04:53:43+00:00

Twenty-one

July 10

I've never felt like this before. It's like, I thought I knew what it was like to be in love — the first time with Bryan Boxer, back in seventh grade, for one crazy, completely awkward week, and then again freshman year, when I first hooked up with Stephen (when I was young and impressionable and didn't know any better). But now I know I was wrong.

Dead Smacking Wrong. THIS is love.

Marc is Love.

Me + Marc = love.

/ know it sounds crazy since I'm only sixteen, but I just can't help but believe that we were made to be together. I mean it. I love everything about him. There's nothing that annoys me or gets on my nerves (a total miracle, I know). And whenever we're apart for more than a few hours, I feel this major aching loss, like I'm weak and incomplete, until we're finally back together again.

Okay, I just reread that last part and totally cringed. And to be honest, I'm thinking I should probably just scribble it out and pretend I never wrote it. I mean, WEAK and INCOMPLETE? Get a freaking life already! I know. But still, I'm just gonna leave it there, cuz the truth is, it's how I really feel. And even though I can't imagine ever not feeling this way, I still want to write it all down — the good, the bad, and the completely embarrassing — so that I can read it again someday, when we're both old and gray, swinging in a hammock and listening to our iPods — or whatever old people

will do in the future.

Anyway, Marc's been sneaking into my room practically every night for the last week, but now with Echo coming backsoon, we're gonna have to find another way. I mean, she probably wouldn't care if he tiptoed past her bed, since she's a pretty deep sleeper and it's not like she's ever busted me before, but I'm still not one hundred percent positive I even want her to know. I just don't think it's such a good idea to involve her in this. So I guess I'll just have to think a little harder, and find another way.

Yesterday I snuck him into work, and stashed him under my desk. It's a HUGE wood desk, so trust me, he fit. And we totally made out during one of the fifty-minute sessions. And then right before our time was up he kissed me good-bye and said, 7 better get out of here before the goateed wonder catches us."

And as I sat back in my chair, I readjusted my skirt and said, 'You gonna go look at that Camaro? The one you told me about?"

And he just nodded and went for the door.

Then right before he walked out I went, "Hey, how'd you know he has a goatee?" And when I looked at him, I noticed he had the weirdest expression on his face, but then just like that it was gone.

And he goes, 'You told me.

Download

Copyright Disclaimer:
This site does not store any files on its server. We only index and link to content provided by other sites. Please contact the content providers to delete copyright contents if any and email us, we'll remove relevant links or contents immediately.